Free me from this enslavement of seeing our brothers and sisters dead on the pavement..the streets covered in red from the blood shed of our black kings and queens our mind wonders in disbelif when we hear of our family being murdered and raped in these streets…we live in dark hard times but some how the light has to shine…the devil cant keep winning.. believe in the Lord is what they say so i get on my knees every night and pray

I cherish the day that we watch the sunrise over the forbidden waters toasting our glasses to haters and ppl who try and dictate our lives like forgotten scholars..more than a king but less that a God wondering if she will b my queen until our last horah..this jorney was never meant to be but as the pages turned i see here is where i wanted and needed to be..drifting away into my dreams which turned into a fantasy you finally made my reality..intreged by your speech, lost in the way you walk i knew this was love from the start

giving more than 1 reason i watched as your feelings changed for me like the seasons,now im left breathless with my heart bleeding looking for other means to keep the love living,but amazingly i still push looking for away pass the snakes and through the burning bush, as clear as my eyes could be i still cant see why i love someone who doesn’t love me, i’m talking the real love that last for eternity,i have all the reasons not to love but i also have all the reasons why i should, lost in my thoughts of not knowing what to do seems like either way i choose i’m destine to loose, if i choose to love you, only refuse and if i choose not to love then i’m not the man i know i was, and that’s a loss all in its on,all i can say, only if my heart felt what my mind knew,maybe i would be better instead of feeling blue, sad at the fact that i don’t have you and sad at the fact i cant love another until i stop loving you…

IM LOVING THE WAY YOU LOOK IN MY EYES..BEAUTIFUL IN AND OUT..HEAD TO TOE BABY GIRL YOU GOT ME JONES-EN FOR YOUR LOVING..UP ALL NIGHT THINKING ABOUT YOU AND WHAT WE COULD BE..-COME HERE AND LET ME TOUCH ON YOU I LET YOU TOUCH ON ME I PUT MY TONGUE ON YOU YOU PUT YOUR TONGUE ME(JUST BEING NASTY) BUT BOTTOM LINE I THINK YOUR PRETTY CLASSY SO LETS QUIT THE BULLSHIT AND JUST LIVE FANCY…WATCH AS MY EYES ONLY LOOK FOR YOU LISTEN WHILE MY HEART ONLY BEATS FOR YOU…I JUST WANNA BE THE REASON YOU SMILE FROM CHEEK TO CHEEK..YOUR BEST FRIEND IS WHAT I WANNA BE FOR ETERNITY..SO DIGG ME CHECK ME AND REALLY SEE THAT THIS MAN IS REALLY INTO THEE AND HE WANNA KEEP YOU SMILING AND HAPPY…BABY..LISTEN TO ME WITHOUT YOU I AM EMPTY LIKE A PEN WITH NO INK I CAN NOT WRITE OUR         BEGINNING..MIDDLE OR END..BASICALLY WHAT IM SAYING IS THAT….I THINK YOUR TRULY SPECIAL..JUST WHAT MY DREAMS ARE REALLY MADE OF..LETS STAY TOGETHER YOU AND ME GIRL..THERE’S NO ONE LIKE YOU AROUND BABY..IM SO INTO YOU I WANNA BE MORE THAN A FRIEND TO YOU NOW..TAKE MY HAND AND BECOME MORE THAN JUST MY WOMEN……LOVE IS KNOCKING AT YOUR DOOR..(OPEN IT)

hhhhmmm(sighs) ok i got her on my brain..thoughts in and out thinking how things have gone from good to worst..we was always positive so why does this feel so negative i cant take it..i feel like im about to lose it..i cant control it..why cant i get a hold of it(your love).. damn how did this happen we was all love and then its like we never was..emotions from the heart are always ruff especially when you love sum1 you never really wanna let go..your blood sweat and tears you did this for years so why let go when u know deep down this isnt how life is suppose to go.. remember the smiles the laughs all the good and all the bad when we were at each other throats getting mad…even with that i still want u back i love you for life not just for some days and some nights im tired of this feeling wrong lets just make it right..i still think your beautiful in every way from your head down to your toes.. inside and out..without a doubt the only women i cant live without..

i dont want u to love me like b4 i only want u 2 love me more..my love is stronger than ever b4 and i see u on ur A-game and all i want is for u to have my last name.no i dont rap but for u i would make my love a track so if u ever had to wonder all u would have to do is play it back

SO YOU CALL YOURSELF A POET BUT THE WAY YOU HIDE YOUR WORDS AND BITE YOUR TONGUE SEEMS NO1 WILL EVER NOTICE..YOU SIT THERE AND DAZE IN2 SPACE WITH THIS BLANK LOOK UPON YOUR FACE NOT KNOWING WHAT TO MAKE OF THIS PLACE(LIFE)..BLANK BLANK BLANK..ALL DAY EVERYDAY…WHY CANT YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE DAY TO DAY NOT WORRYING ABOUT WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN IN ANY WAY..SMH…JUST LEAVE IT TO FATE..STILL IN THE DAZE.. NOW YOU BEING TO SWAY SIDE TO SIDE EVERYBODY IS WATCHING AND WONDERING IF YOUR GONNA SPEAK THIS TIME…THEN FINALLY YOUR MOUTH OPENS BUT NO WORDS COME FREE ITS LIKE YOU HAVE NO AIR TO BREATH OR YOUR HEART JUST LOST ITS BEAT..WHY O WHY O WHY HOW COULD THIS BE A MAN WITH SO MUCH TO SAY BUT FOR SOME REASON HE CAN NOT SPEAK..AND DEEP DOWN WE ALL WANT TO KNOW WHO COULD THIS MAN BE…SMH WELL SOMETIMES THIS MAN IS ME…

• Have u ever yes have u ever no….think read the lines..search and see.. listen to hear.. if u have no vision how must u see… time is what time never was so how long will time hold on….just thoughts no answers or words in the dark… so I come to the light with open bright eyes…..ya dig

It lays on my body.

Cold hard steel.

I place my hands upon it.

So smooth.

I walk around and show others.

I play with it.

Unsure when one of the heartless hollow points will rise up from my mind and shoot out.

See my murder weapon is my mind. Thinks only the truth…but they can’t handle. My…

I SEND THIS OUT TO MY JELLY BEAN..WHEN I LISTEN TO THIS SONG IT MAKES ME THINK OF YOU